well.... I dunno but I was just thinking of my childhood... the times I had in church... hmmmm... it's kinda weird... but I actually had a best friend.. IMAGINE!! GEN actually had a best friend!!! Best friend man!!! You know... but yeah it's true I did... I did the things best friends shld do... Hang out, chill, play, go to each other's houses, dance, laugh... all those stuffs lah... But yah.... it has been like 8 years ago... that's long... hahahah!!!
I shared everything with my best friend... from the first crush I had.. to friends in school... to homework... I used to call u every night... and we talked and talked like crazy!!!! I used to leaned on u so much!!!!! Until yeah my PSLE results came out... now then... at that moment everything changed!! No more calls... hanging out.. chilling... playing... it's like I am an alien!!! from outer space.. Best friends are suppose to be the best buds ever... and I agree... but sumtimes... the pain is still there... Being left alone without that buddy.. and crying and crying over that super pain situation.. It's really sad man... all the insults... everything man.... now everytime we meet each other, all we do is say "Hi"and "Hello".. and we do our own things... Like we dun really care about our lifes anymore... It's basically.. ME, ME AND ME!!! It's all about ME ME ME!!! but I am so glad it's finally over.. I get to blossom on my own.. since u left everything starts changing rapidly... I get to be accepted in life... and pple treat me like I am wanted and needed.. it's kinda cool now... no pain no gain... it is just the perfect life... and I hope u enjoy urs too!!!
